Last night, during my period, I indulged in some late-night self-pleasure, blood and all, before crashing into bed. My nerves were shot, paranoia creeping in that come morning, Mom would spot my crimson-stained fingers and start asking damn questions. My anxiety spun a wild nightmare where my sister was brutally slaughtered, her blood somehow on my hands, and I got slammed with a life sentence. I jolted awake in the dead of night, screaming, "I’M NOT GUILTY!" Mom burst into the room, took one disgusted look at my bloody fingers, muttered "ugh, gross," and just walked out.
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