I’m a 20-year-old dude, grinding through my second year at uni. I’m damn good at my studies, not a slacker when it comes to hitting the books, and I get along with everyone at school. They seem to dig my vibe—maybe I’m a laugh, who knows? But here’s the kicker: I’ve got no real mates, no tight crew, and definitely no chick by my side. I chat with my uni pals strictly on campus, and barely ping my old school buddies on social media. As for romance? Nada. Never had a girlfriend, never even got close. Truth is, I’m a scrawny little shit, wasting my life glued to my computer screen, jerking off to porn and losing myself in Skyrim and Dota 2. It’s fucking embarrassing, man—I can’t seem to pull myself together and stop being such a pathetic loser.
#lonely #struggle #gamerlife #selfloathing