I was the first to stray, and hell no, I’m not ashamed.
Why, you ask? Because for a whole damn year, I lived with a ghost of a man who couldn’t see me. Sure, his body was there, but his mind? Lost in some far-off fucking nowhere. I tried talking at first, then I shut up, and finally, I just burned out. The affair wasn’t even about the sex—it was about someone out there still craving me, still seeing me as a damn human worth desiring.
#unapologetic #affair #emotionalneglect #desire